Tuesday, July 30, 2013

O turns 3!



She Turns 3!!

I finally find time to sit and publish O's letter.  She has grown so much this year and it ALL amazes me.  From her outgoing personality to determined spirit there is never a dull moment.  This kid, is seldom without spoken words whether it be endless chatter or singing she is for sure to give you an earful.  Her smile is to die for.
So, I begin....

Dear Baby O, 

You turned 3 faster than I could ever have imagined!!  From the fussy preemie  to this wonderful little girl full of personality.  Right before my eyes you have transformed into a little girl who uses sentences and silly names for words.  Your favorite things to do are play with babies or sing the same songs over and over and over and over again.  You can count to 20 in both english and spanish and your vocabulary is something to be impressed with.  Your once cute phrases of "Pucakes" for cupcakes and "O-ya-ya" for Olivia have disappeared solidifying your transformation into a sweet girl.  Now, we all know EXACTLY how you feel.  You have so much love in that little body of yours and I love to hear the endless laughter that pours from your soul.  You, my child, are the greatest miracle, EVER!

I guess in your own time you will learn how fast really does fly by.  You will once get to sit just like me with tears in my eyes as I recount all your firsts, and have a slight panic attack as there are more firsts to be had.  Your life is truly a blessing and I am thankful you are surrounded by countless people who love you and wish the very best for you.  I couldn't ask for a better group of friends.  

Not a day goes by that I don't remember the newborn baby girl I met for the very first time.  Never did I imagine at three how much joy and life you would have brought to my life.  You make me want to be a better person, you inspire to cherish every day.  And although, three is difficult at times I'm glad we have each other to get through it.  Happy Birthday, little one.  May your life be richly blessed as you bless others.

Love you, always.

 

Saturday, March 3, 2012

March 3

What a wonderfully spent day with Olivia Bea. She got to experience Sesame Street Live and she was extremely excited to see all the characters. It then, reminded me of my own adventure with my mom to see Sesame Street Live. I had totally forgotten about it until something triggered the memory while being overly stimulated :) I guess, perhaps it is even in this time mo still gets to exist in my life. The memories, the thoughts, the choices I make seem to be guided somehow. That's a reassuring thought. Aside, from the toddler adventure - today is *YOUR* birthday. Another year down, today would have made 54. Time has gone by so fast, yet so slow I can't quite figure which word clearly labels this passage of time. In moments it seems like yesterday, in others I'm struggling to hold on to the memory. Wow. Although, seldom talked of you carry a large portion of my thoughts and for those I'm extremely grateful.

I miss you, and thanks for watching out for us!

Love,
Me.

Monday, February 27, 2012

Olivia Bea



Two years is quickly approaching and the once newborn I held in my arms is becoming quite the entertainer. She has brought so much joy and life into my world that I couldn't ask for anything more. My days are filled with wonder and awe as I embrace our every days. I sure hope I'm doing "this" right. Although, I know He wouldn't give me more than I can handle, that's for sure. Olivie Bea, you are everything to me. I hope I am able to slow down more often and enjoy the small moments with you. Not to mention, it's these two years that have flown by. Slow down little one.

Love,
Mom

Friday, August 13, 2010

Pride

Pride
my enemy
my shield
my prison
blinding me to the truth
blinding me to the Truth
causeing me to hold my hurt
so no one ill see
so no one will know
how weak I really am

written 1998

Apologies

I'm sorry.

I truly am.

I'm sorry for you
who have nnot known

evil
or

darkness
neglect or
harsh words
harsh hands
long illnesses or
suffering of any king
shape or form

Not that it's plesant
but it's the stuff that this world's cursed with
You'll never be able to empathize
You'll never have the privilege
of seeing the difference
when the Lord takes you
out from the Darkness
into His light

They say that Precious objects
shine brighter against a black background

You know what?

They're right.

1998

Friday, February 26, 2010

2006



Song by Jeremy Camp.